“Just keep going. You know your field, you’ve got experience, a clear style. You know what you’re doing.”
“Yeah—but what if that’s not enough anymore? What if things are shifting, and I don’t quite see myself in it?”
These two voices have been around for a while. One holds steady, reminds me of everything I’ve built. The other feels something moving—and doesn’t know where it’s heading.
Lately, that second one’s been louder. Maybe because so much is changing. Maybe because I sometimes feel like my place has gotten smaller. Or because what once felt natural now feels… slightly off.
“You’re really going to question all of it?”
“Not all. Just the parts that feel hollow.”
It’s not a rupture. More like a gentle sorting. Between skill and fatigue, pride and a sense of standing slightly beside my own work. I don’t want to lose myself—but I don’t want to keep going just because I can.
And yes, sometimes I feel small in all of it. Not helpless—just uncertain. Is what I bring enough to keep building? Is it the right shape?
Still, I’m not starting from scratch. I know digital tools, I think in systems, I see what’s coming. And I see real potential. Not hype. Something tangible.
What I need is exchange. People who don’t need to know everything, but who want something. To think, to make, to explore—with doubt, with intent. Maybe with you.
If this sounds familiar—let’s talk. I don’t think we need to figure this out alone.
I will never send more than one email per month, I promise!
